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Ok... here goes.? - pictures of scratches on wrists

Do not tell me I'm too young to feel the love, or even as an adult. You have no idea what you're talking about.secondly I'm in school. About two months ago, and I broke that Kidd. It was the perfect relationship. was talking about marriage and the plans for the future. was that from about 8 months. accused me of cheating with another man. Of course I never do, and I was broken and the pain is so bad for a month. I called sleep and repeatedly scratched my wrist until it bled. Well, I do not think the scars will never heal. I have more of him here and we hated each other. but once again my life as "friends". I saw an old photo of him, and I Runof mourning.
I realized that I still love him, and I have driven the whole time I was to kill the pain

I can not have it already. loves me not. But every day is a reminder of what we have today, can not have. Please help me .....